12 channel rhythm report
 12 channel rhythm report - foto by smith today’s the first day of lady’s volunteering once a week at the english language library for 3 hours. she offered them her computer programming and web design skills, so they put her behind the food counter and to sell toasted bagels, drinks and snacks to the gringos. she volunteered because she’s trying to expand her social circle - she needs to find some younger people to interact with. i’m 62 and the youngest gringo in her group. she does have a younger mexican friend - our language instructor - but she’s leaving in two weeks for a year in los angeles. not having young friends around is one of the lesser known drawbacks of a may-december relationship. another is the younger partner’s inevitable worry about the declining health of their older partner. i had an ekg and a heart ultrasound yesterday as part of my preliminary check-up so i can get my hernia operated on. trouble is, my arrhythmic heart makes anesthesia doubtful which makes operation doubtful which makes my current life impossible. cardio doc was going to give me medicine to stabilize my heart but can’t because the medicine slows the heart and my heart is already as slow as it can get. always thought the reason i did larger drugs dosages than my friends in the 60s was due to my lower heart rate and slower metabolism. so doc’s giving me another medicine which is supposed to prevent extra heart beats, which is odd because i’m missing heartbeats. with the ultrasound, i got to see my heart beating from 4 different angles. saw electrical flashes. weird to see my own meat beat. proves i have a heart.  ultrasound meat beat manifesto - foto by smith |
MadM wrote:
Read the blog above from Poland and then this one, and immediately thought: perhaps you could try manifesting regular heartbeats.
Am sorry to read of this. Am sending what good energy I can re: repairs.
Posted on 06-Aug-08 at 5:30 pm | Permalink