I’m comparing the juxtaposition of perspectives now that I’m high again vs months straight. I slow down. Get a bigger handle on understanding my current condition. I think it’s good to shake things up.
I tell Smith, “I think it’s appropriate for us to be smoking now.”
He slowly, creepily turns his head towards me, wide-eyed. Whispers, “it’s almost always appropriate…”
JUST NOW
the sunlight floods in
after silent cloudy obscuration
when it’s cold I seize my hand up in my pocket
sun lightlight heart heart theory
but just this moment
the passing of the sun
the flit from cloud
to bright
as though someone
unrolled the lights to a grand
Ta-dah!
and tho I am cheered
I’m disturbed as well
be
cause
I realize
there’s heat inside th body
and thoughts
inside th head
sometimes I hear myself talking and it sounds like a duck quacking
Lady
March 24, 2007
